My name is Valerie. This world basically is a living hell. I thought I had a best friend until I made one statement and the whole world was against me! I've become something I'm not and sometimes I want to run away but I got no where to go. I really need to stop trusting people.
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That was me about a month ago. I felt like I had lost everything because I thought I lost my best friend. But to be honest all that was needed was time and space, I guess you can say. In honest words I do have somewhere to run to when times get hard and thats with her. I should really stop trusting people, just like I put before but with my group, they are my family and they knocked down my wall. As much as I hate that they knocked down my wall, I feel like I have a family now.
I was cutting myself for a while because of things I went through between me and my best friend and my family. People told me that "things get better" and oh did I think that was bullshit but it does get better, some longer than others but it does get better.
Its been 4 weeks without cutting and im happy to say that! Things in life are scary. Some things we feel like running away from because its easier but for somethings, you dont want to run away from it because the outcome is so worth it. Anyone who wants to talk, I am always here. I've made mistakes and we all have but how we let the outcome play out is....our own choice. But make your life worth living. You life is worth it. I wish you can see the friends I have because they mean the world to me.
Once again my name is Valerie and welcome to my secrets and my thoughts.
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That was me about a month ago. I felt like I had lost everything because I thought I lost my best friend. But to be honest all that was needed was time and space, I guess you can say. In honest words I do have somewhere to run to when times get hard and thats with her. I should really stop trusting people, just like I put before but with my group, they are my family and they knocked down my wall. As much as I hate that they knocked down my wall, I feel like I have a family now.
I was cutting myself for a while because of things I went through between me and my best friend and my family. People told me that "things get better" and oh did I think that was bullshit but it does get better, some longer than others but it does get better.
Its been 4 weeks without cutting and im happy to say that! Things in life are scary. Some things we feel like running away from because its easier but for somethings, you dont want to run away from it because the outcome is so worth it. Anyone who wants to talk, I am always here. I've made mistakes and we all have but how we let the outcome play out is....our own choice. But make your life worth living. You life is worth it. I wish you can see the friends I have because they mean the world to me.
Once again my name is Valerie and welcome to my secrets and my thoughts.
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